I could teach you how to read the book of life

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-07-03T18:08:00

2006-07-04T01:10:29Z

Change of journals. Add if you feel inclined to (ljgavemelice)

This wheel's on fire baby!

2006-07-02T23:37:09Z

They're wheelchairs, you dig?

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-07-02T12:53:00

2006-07-02T19:54:28Z

I-I-I just wanta be your electrocutioner!

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-07-01T18:10:00

2006-07-02T01:11:57Z

Pretty Girls Make Graves suck, and I can't manage to stomach math after climbing the mountain.

We'll see what I can stomach tonight.

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-07-01T13:55:00

2006-07-01T20:56:02Z

Nine Inch Nails AND Bauhaus on Firday night.

Stephan still has two seats left if any of you are interested...

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-07-01T00:29:00

2006-07-01T07:29:35Z

My mother had twin babies on one sweet Summer day,
She beat one in the head and I'm the one who got away.

If you didn't get it from Jessie...

2006-06-30T17:12:08Z

Hi,

Everyone expected House Republicans to give up efforts to kill NPR and PBS after a massive public outcry stopped them last year. But they've just voted to eliminate funding for NPR and PBS—unbelievably, starting with programs like "Sesame Street."

Public broadcasting would lose nearly a quarter of its federal funding this year. Even worse, all funding would be eliminated in two years--threatening one of the last remaining sources of watchdog journalism.

Sign the petition telling Congress to save NPR and PBS again this year:

http://civic.moveon.org/publicbroadcasting/

Last year, millions of us took action to save NPR and PBS, and Congress listened. We can do it again if enough of us sign the petition in time.

This would be the most severe cut in the history of public broadcasting. The Boston Globe reports the cuts "could force the elimination of some popular PBS and NPR programs." NPR's president expects rural public radio stations may be forced to shut down.

The House and Senate are deciding if public broadcasting will survive, and they need to hear from viewers like you. Sign the petition at:

http://civic.moveon.org/publicbroadcasting/

Thanks!

P.S. Read the Boston Globe story on the threat to NPR and PBS at:

http://www.moveon.org/r?r=1864

Red velvet lines.

2006-06-30T16:20:47Z

Hahahahahaha. Undead, undead, undead.

Hey Liz...

2006-06-30T07:31:53Z

...comment on this

Gross isn't it. Ewwwwww. Ew.

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-29T23:43:00

2006-06-30T06:42:55Z

Hellraiser is fucking awesome... that is all.

Music I have been into lately:

2006-06-30T04:10:17Z

John Cale - Vintage Violence
Pearl Jam - Pearl Jam
Uk Subs - Another Kind of Blues
Bob Dylan - The Basement Tapes
The Walkmen - Bows and Arrows
Talking Heads - Talking Heads '77
The Buzzcocks - A Different Kind of Tension
XTC - Drums and Wires
Bob Dylan - John Wesley Harding
Nico - Desertshore
The Undertones - Hypnotised
Iggy & the Stooges - The Stooges
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - The Boatman's Call
Nico - Icon
The Adverts - Crossing the Red Sea With the Adverts
The Mission UK - Gods Own Medicine
MC5 - Kick Out the Jams
Johnny Thunders - So Alone
The Life Aquatic Soundtrack
Devo - Q. Are We Not Men A. We Are Devo!
The Jam - All Mod Cons
Early Rolling Stones

Howabout You???

Read it. Make sense of it.

2006-06-30T03:56:51Z

A collection of troubles is what it seems to be. It must be really, really hard to be Mr. Dylan. Without futher ado, Bob Dylan I present Bob Dylan's "I Shall Be Free, No. 10."

I'm just average, common too
I'm just like him, the same as you
I'm everybody's brother and son
I ain't different from anyone
It ain't no use a-talking to me
It's just the same as talking to you.

I was shadow-boxing earlier in the day
I figured I was ready for Cassius Clay
I said "Fee, fie, fo, fum, Cassius Clay, here I come
26, 27, 28, 29, I'm gonna make your face look just like mine
Five, four, three, two, one, Cassius Clay you'd better run
99, 100, 101, 102, your ma won't even recognize you
14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, gonna knock him clean right out of his spleen."

Well, I don't know, but I've been told
The streets in heaven are lined with gold
I ask you how things could get much worse
If the Russians happen to get up there first.
Wowee! Pretty scary!

Now, I'm liberal, but to a degree
I want ev'rybody to be free
But if you think that I'll let Barry Goldwater
Move in next door and marry my daughter
You must think I'm crazy!
I wouldn't let him do it for all the farms in Cuba.

Well, I set my monkey on the log
And ordered him to do the Dog
He wagged his tail and shook his head
And he went and did the Cat instead
He's a weird monkey, very funky.

I sat with my high-heeled sneakers on
Waiting to play tennis in the noonday sun
I had my white shorts rolled up past my waist
And my wig-hat was falling in my face
But they wouldn't let me on the tennis court.

I gotta woman, she's so mean
She sticks my boots in the washing machine
Sticks me with buckshot when I'm nude
Puts bubblegum in my food
She's funny, wants my money, calls me "honey."

Now I gotta friend who spends his life
Stabbing my picture with a bowie-knife
Dreams of strangling me with a scarf
When my name comes up he pretends to barf.
I've got a million friends!

Now they asked me to read a poem
At the sorority sister's home
I got knocked down and my head was swimmin'
I wound up with the Dean of Women
Yippee! I'm a poet, and I know it.
Hope I don't blow it.

I'm gonna grow my hair down to my feet so strange
So I look like a walking mountain range
And I'm gonna ride into Omaha on a horse
Out to the country club and the golf course.
Carry the New York Times, shoot a few holes, blow their minds.

Now you're probably wondering by now
Just what this song is all about
What's probably got you baffled more
Is what this thing here is for.
It's nothing
It's something I learned over in England.

I'm back from my exile. Even my phone agrees.

2006-06-30T03:27:58Z

Rancho

Stephans

The Japanese man who did the Ring should use this in his next movie:

This is the quiet before the exorcism I performed on Dan; it didn't work.

Total girl party

I know, I know... I always thought he was a speedo man myself.

Razor scooter rain dance

Who wants to watch a movie with me?

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-29T11:14:00

2006-06-29T18:16:14Z

Die for you government, live for it or be Justin.

Don't forget, whether you choose option A, B or C to love what you are doing.

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-28T22:53:00

2006-06-29T05:54:29Z

Everybody says I don't care, no I don't care.
Everybody says I don't care, no I don't care.
I'm just trying to remember the days of wine and roses.

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-27T21:43:00

2006-06-28T05:01:31Z

When I first heard The Arcade Fire I said: Hey these guys kind of remind me of the Talking Heads. Most people I talked to, especially at Rancho, disputed this. I just found out that The Arcade Fire covers a Talking Heads song, so they must bear some influence, no?

Anyway, I thought things were looking extremely bleak for me as far as the future was concerned until I took a step back and evaluated my situation. By working an extra day at work, and using most of my down time from school to be my parents servant, I will be able to work myself almost (if not completely) out of all debt by the end of the Summer. I'm still in a position where if I take school fairly seriously I can transfer to a real university by June. Things aren't great but I can make them better.

On the downside of the whole thing, I don't have any money for the Summer. So once again it is a Summer wasted. I've a few friends who are planning quite grand excursions for this one, and it makes me sad to think that I am wasting my life as a result of bad choices that mostly, if not all, stem from my drinking. Is their any good that comes out of such extravagant amounts of money and time squandered? Well, maybe. If I learn anything, then yes.

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-26T09:00:00

2006-06-26T16:01:24Z

I'm very sick. I am going to turn myself off for a while.

Okay, here it goes...

2006-06-26T15:55:06Z

I think I am going to give the whole quitting cigarettes a try again. It's been twenty-four hours you sons-of-bitches. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I also need to stop drinking so much... if that goes down remains to be seen. At least I'm down to only weekends.

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-25T11:53:00

2006-06-25T18:55:04Z

I feel so lonely. I do want to die. If I'm not dead already, well you know the reason why.

Really, what is this shit?

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-24T16:04:00

2006-06-24T23:05:09Z

I now know everything one would ever want to know about the tropical volcano Krakatoa.

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-24T12:36:00

2006-06-24T19:37:08Z

She's not a girl who misses much.

Steph party '06 was a blast. Pictures to come babies!

Oh baby, you know I'm so respectable.

2006-06-23T23:06:06Z

Hiding All Away

You went looking for me, dear,
Down by the sea
You found some Iittle silver fish
But you didn't find me
I was hiding, dear, hiding all way
I was hiding, dear, hiding all way

You went to the museum
You climbed the spiral stair
You searched for me all among
The knowledgeable air
I was hidden, babe, hiding all away
I was hidden, dear, hiding all away

You entered the cathedral
When you heard the solemn knell
I was not sitting with the gargoyles
I was not swinging from the bell
I was hiding, dear, I was hiding all away
I was hiding, dear, I was hiding all away

You asked an electrician
If he'd seen me round his place
He touched you with his fingers
Sent sparks zapping out your face
I was hidden, dear, hiding all away
I was not there, dear, hiding all away

You went and asked your doctor
To get some advice
He shot you full of Pethidine
And then he went and billed you twice

But I was hiding, dear, hiding all away
But I was hiding, dear, hiding all away

You approached a high court judge
You thought he'd be on the level
He wrapped a rag around your face
And beat you with his gavel
I was hiding, habe, hiding all away
I was hidden, dear, hiding all away

You asked at the local constabulary
They said, he's up to his same old tricks
They leered at you with their baby blues
And rubbed jelly on their sticks
I had to get out of there, babe, hiding all away
I had to get out of there, dear, hiding all away

You searched through all my poets
From Sappho through to Auden
I saw the book fall from your hands
As you slowly died of boredom
I had been there, dear,
but I was not there anymore
I had been there, now I'm hiding all way

You walked into the ball of fame
And approached my imitators
Some were stuffing their faces with caviar
Some were eating cold potatoes
I was hiding, dear, hiding all away
I was hiding, dear, hiding all away

You asked a famous cook if he'd seen me
He opened his oven wide
He basted you with butter, babe
And made you crawl inside
I was not in there, dear, hiding all away
I was not in there, dear, hiding all away

You asked the butcher
Who lifted up his cleaver
Stuck his fist up your dress
Said he must've been made to leave you
But I had to get away, dear, hiding all away
I had to get away, dear, I was hidden all away

Some of us we hide away
Some of us we don't
Some will live to love another day
And some of us won't
But we all know there is a law
And that law, it is love
And we all know there's a war coming
Coming from above

There is a war coming
There is a war coming

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-20T10:50:00

2006-06-20T17:51:15Z

The pictures in my last update were too big.

Somebody should take me out to do something today. I'm tired of taking the others out.

Apply to all but alcohol

2006-06-20T17:44:57Z

Fuck drugs. I lost the initial romanticism for the whole thing a long time ago. It's a wonder to me that I still smoke weed every so often...

Anyway, I want to put bleach in my hair because I haven't been working as much, so my higher-ups probably won't mind.

Classical Harry Balls

Classical Stephanoid

Classical Eriktard

Classical MC D'Angelo

Classical Greg

Classical Carl

Classical Cammy

And I used to be dangerous and play with my friends guns

Eddie and Josh

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaan

[no explanation needed]

Stephan looking the part:

Steves inner punk

Zombie Party

Harry's B-day

eyelinerkillers @ 2006-06-18T20:42:00

2006-06-19T03:43:01Z

I lost my fucking glasses. I guess that's what we call karma.